This blog may at times be heavy. I just want to put out my truth, and sometimes that truth isn't always nice, or pretty, or easy to deal with. I'm 39 years old. I'm obese. I have struggled with my weight for as long as I can remember, sometimes when I didn't actually need to. Because of that, I have a hard time loving myself, and my body. Recently, I had a thought that maybe I could use a blog to learn how to love myself... how to see myself the way others do. I still haven't quite decided what my process will be, but I have a couple of ideas. In addition to my weight, I struggle with depression, anxiety, and ADHD. Endometriosis has robbed me of an ovary, and probably any and all hope of ever having children. Sciatica is a more recent issue I've been dealing with, which is awesome when I'm on my feet all day at work. And migraines. Can't forget the migraines. So these are the things that I may be...